I've been holding something in forever...
Thats because sometimes it’s hard being open with the ones you love. I get that more than anyone. But if your hiding stuff or not being honest can we even call it a true relationship? Maybe I’m jumping to conclusions but it feels like that’s all I have. Sometimes I feel like we don’t even know each other, at least not really. It feels like im in the dark. Pushed aside. Lied to. Stood up. If you feel you have to hide something from me then what’s the point honestly. We used to tell each other everything no matter what. Now the past has interfered with the present. But the past is gone there’s no hard feelings. I wish everyone could understand that. I really just want US back. No lies, no secrets, no hesitations, no double lives.
